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October 2011

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it’s probably a good thing I fail at making friends. I’d have to be a fake to actually talk to people. Just like high school. Also there will be fewer people to miss me when I leave in a few months.

Sep 30, 2011

September 2011

108 posts

Sep 30, 201139 notes
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ffffffff iiiiiiiiii'm laaaaaaaaaaate
Sep 30, 2011
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Sep 30, 20111 note
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oh silly jimmy and your silly comments.

<3

Sep 29, 2011
Sooooooo many anons, how??

I’m an enigma apparently :) weird that I enabled the feature after I found out it existed about 24 hours ago.

It also has a lot to do with the fact I’ll talk about anything and don’t really have, say, boundaries, sensitivities, or a filter. That said, I have to wonder if they’re 5 or 6 different people, or all the same…

Sep 29, 2011
Do you have RLS? No offense but you're very twitchy and fidgety, and you complain about not being able to sleep. I'd know, since I have it too.

Nope. I’m not fidgety, but I do move around (ie stretch) a lot because I have chronic lower back pain and everything here from my bed and desk chair to the chairs in the cafeteria and classrooms are remarkably uncomfortable; for instance, sitting in my history classes is the most painful thing I can think of doing right now. Definitely prevents me from falling asleep in class though XD. 

But no, I don’t have RLS. I exhibit none of the symptoms. When I lie in bed I don’t feel the urge to move around. I just want to sleep, dammit. Nope, I have textbook insomnia.

Sep 29, 2011
typical day. Leave at noon, back at 2030.

Tomorrow goes 0920-1830.

Sep 29, 2011
Sep 29, 20118 notes
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Sep 29, 201119 notes
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wait a sec lololol. You just put your "ask" button here TONIGHT? I've been meaning to anonymously interrogate you for a while now! I swear it's a coincidence.

For crying out loud come to my house or find me on campus somewhere. It can still be anonymous, if you feel it’s not too hot for a ski mask!

Sep 29, 2011
But why leave?! No one can sleep, everyone does badly in classes now and then, and lots of people are really lonely but don't show it. It'll just be a sad day if you decide to withdraw from the college. :-(

I don’t know who you are, but if you’re actually curious come find me and ask in person, since you apparently go to the same place I do. :) There are often a lot of people at my house for no good reason, but when they get out of my hair I’ve nothing to do…=p

Sep 29, 2011
Sep 29, 2011
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Are you really leaving after the first semester?! That makes me sad :( Please stay?

ei, it’s not for sure yet. It’s not really under my control. I’d love to stay but if it’s not for me, then there’s no point is there?

Sep 29, 2011
I enable the "ask" button and all of a sudden - depressing personal question night!
Sep 29, 2011
people are petty and childish. disagree on the entertaining. lolz. These days you have to be blunt: it's "i like you" or "I don't like you." Anything else is too cryptic.

Okay, that was a fun little game. Call me instead. Your subtlety, though - I like it.

Sep 29, 2011
the bad grades probably go with not sleeping. believe me, i can relate. the loneliness i understand too but i know you have friends. it's a cool feeling right? =p

anon knows me too well. Not sure how I feel about that. Ah, but do you KNOW my friends? Suffice it to say I’m not really in the picture. It’s like a kindness for them. Petty and childish but oh so entertaining.

Sep 29, 2011
hey are you doing ok? you're not really yourself :(

geez, this again? Yes I’m fine overall, just dealing with a lot of stuff all at once - sleeping disorder, borderline academic probation, general loneliness. But it’s fine lol, all things I’ve dealt for many times before!

Sep 29, 2011
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